This all goes back to something I wrote yesterday. I wish I were back between the ages of 14-19 when I had a best friend or two to hear me out. I wasn't feeling down because of my lack of friends, it was more that my mom was shutting me out and I needed someone to talk to. Sometimes guys just don't understand or listen.
It got me thinking, I feel like an angsty teen again that doesn't fit in anywhere. When Jose leaves I'm going to be one big loner or become a workaholic. I don't have children so I can't relate to that crowd that has cute stories, cute pictures and only wants to spend time with their babies. I don't have a dog so my co-workers think I have nothing in common with them. I'm married, so even though I'll be on my own for weeks at a time I won't make it in the single scene. I need to find a friend who has been in a relationship for awhile and feels that the relationship is strong enough to not need to be with their partner every waking hour.I won't discriminate so even if it seems we don't have much in common I'm sure we can find something of interest to do. I'd like to learn something new from each person that comes my way.
I'm glad Jose reminded me that I do have some friends- The PRAMS Girls, Ashley Bartholf and Mooch!
Ouch.
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